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My Manufactured Hell
02:25
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2. |
Repetition
02:46
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I tear myself apart often just so I can figure out the fastest way to rebuild.
I think I’ve gotten pretty good at it.
I’m ready for more
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3. |
25
04:07
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I hope I won’t have to be too alone today because these past few months have made me feel that I couldn’t be more out of step with the world.
I know I don’t usually fit in anywhere but I just want to be a part of something, anything that could put value in this life I lead because on most days, I’m not even sure why I still walk and why I’m still doing this alone.
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4. |
Meaning In Anger
02:08
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I’ve wasted so much of my time trying to calm my nerves.
Freeing the anger in places
I never expected to.
I never wanted to.
I figured that maybe the answers I kept looking for
were in places worth screaming in.
I grew up thinking I’ll always be an optimist
and I’m still hoping I’ll die as one.
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5. |
Principle
03:11
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You shave off a little bit of your heart as the money and fame slowly encompasses you.
You listen and believe in songs that challenge the norm yet you comply like the sheep that you claim you aren’t.
You talk about morality and principles as if you’re the role model this world needs but fall short in remembering.
No sir.
You couldn’t be anything else but try to be the next big thing.
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6. |
Wasteful
03:37
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My eyes are not functioning well because I’ve been sweating so much under the stress of all the hate I still have in me.
I wish I can just let this go and blame someone else
but this is my fault, this is my burden.
In temporary blindness at least I can see
that I’m not cut out to be anyone else but me.
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7. |
Wish
04:55
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It’s been 7 years since
I moved on from this place
and it’s undeniably haunting
how it’s not as recognizable
as I thought it should be.
I did occassionally wish
that time stood still
because all of this
is bigger than me.
But change is a sound
that should be heard
during the moments we prefer
not to remember
as the minutes go.
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8. |
Assume
02:17
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You’ve already assumed the worst in me so don’t be surprised if I don’t have it in me to stick around anymore.
I hope you take a good hard look at yourself first.
I hope you realize that you’ve become the person you hate
and none of which you claim.
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9. |
Carry On
03:44
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The lack of faith I have in everything
bothers me every time I take a breath.
I can’t help but choke up sometimes
but at least I’m alive and I can feel
the consequences I’ve delivered to myself.
The days I have to bear
just so my life can carry on
carry on.
Just because
I have to.
I can’t carry the weight of the world
if my arms are broken.
It’s better this way
as I have less burden to bear
and more to look forward to.
I have to carry on.
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10. |
Free
03:34
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I just want my mind to rest easy and be free
but I have to remember that the things worth anything to me
requires a little bit or too much of a burden.
I just have to remember that there will at least be one more day
wherein I can see myself being happy
and that should be enough for me to stay.
I will suffer for the things I love the most
and then I’ll be free.
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Neverdie NCR, Philippines
Neverdie is a Punk band with influences from Melodic Hardcore / Emo / Pop Punk, based in Parañaque City. Formed 2009
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